no one

You talk and you fucking talk,
Your bullshit never stops.
You think anyone is afraid, of all those friends you've betrayed?
Who's gonna back you up now?
Alone in your own little crowd,
Thinking you're the one who's in control.
Your stupid shit is getting so old.
No one.
Your words mean nothing to me,
and vengeance, cross me again and we'll see.
You'll be the one to fucking pay.

he was a friend of mine

I am going to burn down the world
I am going to tear down everything that cannot stand alone
I am going to shove hope up your ass
I am going to turn ideals to shit
I am going to reduce everything that stands to rubble
and then I am going to burn the rubble
and then I am going to scatter the ashes
and then maybe someone will be able to see something as it really is
Watch Out

"christian hypocrisy exposed"

found a cool video about the Temple Of Set. gets REALLY good around the 8:40 mark.

let the night roar

"Bullshit, love is the only weapon with which I've got to fight. I've got a whole lot of weapons to fight! I've got my claws, I've got cutlasses, I've got guns, I've got dynamite, I've got a whole lot to fight! I'll fight! I'll fight! I will fight! I will fight! I will fight! I will fight!"

the cage

ive been getting angry a lot lately. annoyed. irritable.
perhaps its the fact that im not working a full time job. i feel restless, anxious.

im still very optimistic about MMIX, about things being better this year. only time will tell, but i feel as though i need to keep going with this momentum i have.
this momentum is leaving people behind, unfortunately. LEAD, FOLLOW, OR GET THE FUCK OUT OF THE WAY is a good mantra, but should i feel sorry for those who cant keep up? life moves pretty fast, and mine is no exception. if you cant keep up with the way i am and how i am moving, you wont understand. i wish i could say im sorry, but im not.

i dont know if ill be doing much traveling this year, but there are a few places i would like to go. we shall see.

jay kay

it has occurred to me that member of my family may read this at some point.

if this is the case, i assure you family member, that when i say "fuck everyone and/or everything" i most assuredly do not mean you.

missed the boat

yesterday i decided to write about how im going to try and write in this blog every day for the next year.

fail.

yesterday i worked in a salon. i dont know if im going to continue working there, or in what context, but it was cool to get paid for doing hair once again.

i am so busy. i feel like im falling apart a little bit. im so stressed out ive been snapping a lot lately. its not good. maybe i have taken on too much and i just cant handle it. maybe i just need things to straighten out.

either way, i promise that 2010 will be busier than last year, and hopefully better. and maybe ill write more.