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3.27

When you do the things you need to do when you need to them, the day will come when you will be able to do the things you want to do when you want to do them.

~Zig Ziglar

public file upload

i found my new favorite website

http://www.aww-kittah-aww.com/up/pupload/

its basically like a very anonymous photobucket. an image hosting site, except everyone can see whats hosted.

ive probably spent a good few hours in the last week or so, just looking at page after page of the most random stuff possible.

theres lots of boobs, lots of memes and lolz, but then theres like, car parts and houses and people just hanging out. the nudie pics are sometimes real, but generally very amateur, which makes them more funny than erotic to me.

there is an occasional mutilated body, but its rare. oh and a few penises here and there. but it cant be 100% good i guess.

anyway, browse and laugh. i promise, if youre bored its worth it.

just do it

one nation, going under

fuck the universe

million man march

3.21

33

today im 33. erica asked how it felt, and i told her it felt like 27. that comparison is completely arbitrary, but its kinda true. it doesnt "feel" any different.

i used to hate my birthday. i hated the thought of getting older. now, it doesnt really matter. it is what it is. all is one.

week end

farewell to the fairground

glass as an instrument

first france, now canada

so, some asshole that i sold a stupid Original Fake hat to messaged me on ebay, saying that he never received the item.
i scanned the fucking customs form, having learned my lesson the FIRST time this happened, and the dude decided to STFU, which made me think he was just trying to scam me. people suck, especially people from other countries.
so, today, i got a message from paypal, saying 46 dollars has been taken from my account.
the dude messaged me again, saying
Hey, still no beanie, i only opened a case because it's been more than a month since i made payment and if i waited much longer it would be to late to open a case, as soon as the beanie arrives i'll close the case, it's just the numbers you sent me were of no help, and i have had sellers give me fake/bogus tracking #'s before, so i hope you understand, dont take it personal it's just the item i bought has yet to arrive.

well, i do take it "personal" because i sent the item. unfortunately for everyone, there is no tracking on international items, so anyone can say they didnt get their shit. its just that now you can file claims and disputes about it instead of just being disgruntled.

i provided all information to paypal. if i lose this case, not only will i be considerably irate, but i will probably cease shipping overseas unless they message me asking "pretty please". literally.

fuck france, and now fuck canada.

invasion

ive been listening to Skrewdriver a lot

i am starting to think i wont find a job in a salon. and that makes me sad, but im ok.

this week has been really fucked up and tiring.